Friday, June 12, 2009

I miss him!

I miss him.

I wish I could say it doesn't hurt anymore, because I want to be able to say that to my sister in law Kathy. I want to reassure her that it goes away, but I'd be lying. " grieving" is suppose to "be over" and I have moved on. Instead it became a part of who I am wherever I go and whatever Ido.

I am homesick.

12 years. . . unreal.

I yearn for heaven.

I can feel Jesus holding me up.

I can feel the love of my family.

but. . . I miss him.

4 comments:

emily said...

It's ok to still miss him. I don't think we will ever "get over it". I love you mom and I'm praying for you today. I'll call you later. I love you so much!

Shelly said...

what a beautiful thing to share. Thanks for keeping it real.
You have many blessing to count & I know you are thankful for every one of them. :)

Kathy said...

Finally getting around to reading blogs today and I read this one. I am sorry for your pain, and I do understand.

I am praying for you my dear, and your girls!

laura b. said...

Connie,

I saw this today on a friend's blog and after hesitating God told me to send it to you. Here's the first link I found... http://doxxa.wordpress.com/2009/06/11/death-is-inevitable-not-natural/ and this is the link it leads to... http://heathers-hope.blogspot.com/2009/06/life-vs-death.html

Love,
Laura